Hitler vs Thakur? :S

The glee, the final surrender. The relief. That constant guilt off your shoulders.
That moment when you can listen to music again, freely, happily, joyfully.
When you can read a book, enjoy it, and just read it, not try to learn it up, to frantically absorb it in those little grey things, like forms of black and white. Black on white. Small print. Big paper.
When there's no tension. The frightful word. Overbearing, bossy. The superior word, that takes over everything else. Like an egyptian pharaoh. Or Hitler.
It doesn't actually take over everything. It actually is like Hitler. It tortures you. It takes over your complete body. It kills those little jews of happiness and freedom and leaves concentration camps behind (pun intended :P). Yet. YET. It doesn't have complete control does it? ;)
You have those little inglorious basterds in you, those little, rebellious things that make you watch movies and sneak in a few laughs here and there. Don't you? Don't we all? :D
But it's finally when the USA and Englands of surrender and triumph finally come in, the completion, when Hitler finally kills himself. As does tension. And there you are again, free, happy and joyful :)
Free to listen to music. Free as slaves after the American Civil War.
Free to read. free to watch. Free to talk. Free to play. FREE.
Free as a bird. Free as the stars, the galaxies.
Though it's more like being as free as the planets. There's freedom. Roam around all you want, yet you're tied down to the sun, to the ground, to authority. To parents. To rules. To no ipods. *sigh*
Why are there rules? They're so confining, so limiting. How will we ever know what it is to be free?
Even if we were, would we be really free? Does real freedom even exist? We might still be tied away somewhere in our minds. Like Thakur(from sholay). So maybe we can just chop off our arms, and thus get freedom? :S
Maybe not. :P
Ah well, I'm going to go look for freedom. And not going to find it.
(I'm in Boarding school. *whisper: there are no ipods here*)
Anyway, good look to all of you. If you find it, do let me know how :)